when i came here
i was full of hope
i was full of new hope
that one day abundance
will come
when i started to mingle
with the new world
with the hope
i felt it is not easy
am i only too impatient
about my own struggle
am i too damn
am i too proud
yet i do not know
what i want
what i really want
it seems blood
falter everytime i make decision
bad decision
turning point
i am left behind
no one knows where we are going
where will this struggle end
thus one thing is true
i am standing
and i will stand for i know
the world soon has new hope for me
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